hello baby Yoogeun!!! kawai.....^^

currently i'm watching shinee hello baby.... ha... Yoogeu such a cute baby....^^

i just finish downloading all the ep...cant wait to watch it until the last ep....

actually i wanna watch it with my sister...but she kinda busy study for spm.. .so i watch it with my other sister...

to tell ya the truth i kinda envy him coz he got lot of care from all of shinee.... and he just cute that i cant get angry at him at all...

just to cute... argh....^^!

i have to enjoy my life at home coz when i back to collage i cant watch it anymore... i mean i cant download anymore... so i just download as many as i want so that i cant watch it there....

but i fell kinda tired ya know... have to wait like an owl....

so as for me... gambatte ne...!!!

just finish watching oh! my lady...

Today 1st Dec ALREADY ...

oh my god cant believe it...

i'm to busy watching korean drama...

didn't remember that today is 1st dec...

as i said i just finish watching oh my lady...

actually i like the story n x sampai tahap love it...

coz i dont like the end...

although it a happy ending but i think it too simple n terlampau cepat la...

then benda yg ade in my mind is 'mcm tu je finish..'

dh la tiba2 je ckp nk kawin .... okay, that i can accept la...

then when she agree cite terus abis...

kot la nk tunjuk apa jdi lepas tu ke...

but overall its ok la...

just love siwon...

x leh nk bygkn mcm mana my friend punya reaksi...

coz they love siwon....

but i think they watch it too at home la...

i forgot that i also have finish personal taste before oh! my lady...

i love the story.... 1 think that always play in my mind is

what happen to lee won-ho (Bong Tae Kyu)...

coz dia hilang n x muncul2 dh lps tu...

thats make me wonder...

n i think i love this couple...

i just love this story coz my seulong in this story too....

he just too cute...^^

n funny too.... arghhh .... wanna watch it again i think...

now i just hope that i can find this movie...

coz choshinsung all of them play in this movie.... i know i a lit bit too late...

but honestly i been searching it from the first time they announce it....

i still can't find it anywhere...

well they are the first korean boy group band to star in a japanese film....

im so proud of them... hehehe..

my sungje, my handsome sungje was the main character....haaa....

when can i watch this drama i dont know yet...

but right now i wanna finish watching playful kiss....

thanks to my mom coz she buy it...

i really shock went she call me n ask me..

"kak, mama kat p.pinang ni. any request....?"

n at the same time she was standing in front of hkv...

so i just list all drama that i know...

but actually i forgot some doh......

its ok as long as i got new story...

so thank mom...

i wanna go home....

hehehehe...

actually dh sampai masanya untuk balik rumah......

tomorrow not actually tomorrow la...

actually this evening i'm going to enter the last exam...

then after that i wanna ago home...

it actually calculus paper...

very2 hard la nk ingat sume...

dh la x abis wat past year paper...

takut susah la...

esok my mom bertolak pg...

adik2 i yg sptutnya dtg x dtg...

sbb yg bongsu nk kena gi skolah ambik buku teks...

yg ats dr dia ada exam x abis gi..

yg atas dr dia plak iaitu yg bwh aku terpaksa tggl kt rmh sbb nk jg 2 org budak tu...

so maybe my cousin dtg la...

maybe la...

kalau x dtg cek x tau la sapa yg mai jemput cek nanti...

harap ade la my cousin tu...

it already too late actually...

i have to sleep because i need to prepare my bag tomorrow morning...

ye la org nk blk la katakn...

nk tggu ptg esok x smpt dh...

sbb my mom sampai ptg tu...

so maybe blk ni i buka slalu la...

tp still x tulis slalu...

a lot of fun...

bnyk gak benda yg jd rini...

pg tadi my mom call...

i thought something happen...

tapi rupanya my mom cuma nk gi tau yg kangar naik air...

so she make a video call...

i just can said wow...

dalam tu...

kt dospital lak tu...

dia main air ngan kawan dia kt situ...

nk tergelak gak aku...

byg kn jururawat main air mcm bdk2...

dasyat betul...

lawat gak... teringgin nkbalik gi main air gak..

siap posing gitu...

nasib baik x berenag skali...

then i call my sister...

juat wanna ask about my father...

Alhamdulillah my father ok...

dia balik kelmarin ptg...

then my sister tell me that she buy lenses..

and she said that they got promotion for hari raya aidil adha...

u buy 3 got free 1...

so it make me very excited...

then i think i wanna buy it as soon as i got home...

hehehe... my favourite...

jgn slh angap ya...

not available untuk power punya ya...

this night actually something scary happen...

ade budak pompuan main ujan...

kalau nk mandi ujan kira ok la...

tpi something not right about her...

dia pusing keliling ampaian...

terlompat2 sorang2...

mcm org x betul...

and then she scream...

very very ngeri babe...

budak tho 3 semua tgk dia ja...

habis bising 1 tho3 tgkat 3...

org kata dia stress kot

coz now kn musim exam...

n then mlm ni x de air plak...

dh la ujan...

sejuk babe...

nape la x de air lak tgh2 mlm ni...

nk gi tandas pun susah...

this is my unlucky day....

actually something has happen today but i will start slowly ok...
first of all today was my first paper...
paper bel...
something happen actually...
i forgot to bring my examination slip...
so i have to rush back to my room to take it...
then i comeback early so everything settle down already....

but i think this exam is very hard actually...
so the exam finish at 5.15 pm...
then back at my room...
i online my fb...
the suddenly my sister appear..
dia cakap my dad masuk hospital...
doktor tahan...
so i x leh kenal pasti perasaan aku skarang...

1) aku tgh marah...:nk tau kenapa..
hmm sbb ada nelly dlm bilik...
actually aku kesian kt dia...
sbb aku rasa nk marah kat dia...
aku x tau knp..
asal aku nmpk dia aku rasa nk marah...
aku cuba gak ckp lek lok...
tp kadang2 rasa mcm nk jerit ja...
so harap dia pahamk la sbb aku pun skarang tgh pe'iod...

2) aku memikirkan ayah aku tu...
is he okay or he in bad condition...
i wanna go back home... T.T
wish he okay n can came to pick me this 14/11/10
i didnt call my mother yet
coz i dont know what to ask or what conversation should we have...
should i tell her about my exam...
or should i ask is my father ok...
or should i ask her is she ok...

i dont know la...
serabut sangat ni...
jantung ni debar w=rasa macm nak kuar je...
devbar marah campur risau sbnarnya....
so i think esok i nk gi jog jap...
so kalau dh tenang skit i think i nak call my mom la...
harap2 cool la...
kalau x lagi i risau nnti....
so chaou lu ok....

Boring n Study

arghhhh....

not in the study mood...
why....why.... why.....
feel like nak jerit u know...
kinda boring too...
my friends always said "hey u, go study,", or maybe "izzati, study, study"
mcm mana aku nk study...
aku teringat nelly kata...
jgn diikutkn mood yg bodoh..
ada betul jugak ckp dia...
tomorrow i'm gonna go to library...
hope i can concentrate la...
but tonight i got to sleep early (its already late actually)
nk jog tomorow morning...
tapi aku takut...
nadia ngan bi x blk gi...
they go to blik aufa...
x blk lagi...
hmmm hari yg sungguh bosan...
good nite....

Someone please....

i think this is my new blog...
n the newest blog i have create...
i delete all my blog already....
dont know why...
saja malas nk tgk....
actually i kinda boring right now..
i wanna go sleep but i dont have mood...
x betul kn... just going to sleep pun i need mood...--!

hidup ni bla di kaji sbnrnya lebih senang dari yg kita sangka...
tapi bila diharungi lebih susah dari yang dijangka...
hidup aku bagaikn kain yg kosong...
x de benda yang tercorak di atasnya...
dn rasanya bagaikn x de perasaan...
even thought aku ade tapi hidup aku kosong sangat...
adakah aku kosang tanpa kawan ku...???
adakah aku kosong tanpa keluarga ku...??
adakah aku kosong tanpa diri ku...???
aku sendiri tertanya2...


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