actually something has happen today but i will start slowly ok...
first of all today was my first paper...
paper bel...
something happen actually...
i forgot to bring my examination slip...
so i have to rush back to my room to take it...
then i comeback early so everything settle down already....
but i think this exam is very hard actually...
so the exam finish at 5.15 pm...
then back at my room...
i online my fb...
the suddenly my sister appear..
dia cakap my dad masuk hospital...
doktor tahan...
so i x leh kenal pasti perasaan aku skarang...
1) aku tgh marah...:nk tau kenapa..
hmm sbb ada nelly dlm bilik...
actually aku kesian kt dia...
sbb aku rasa nk marah kat dia...
aku x tau knp..
asal aku nmpk dia aku rasa nk marah...
aku cuba gak ckp lek lok...
tp kadang2 rasa mcm nk jerit ja...
so harap dia pahamk la sbb aku pun skarang tgh pe'iod...
2) aku memikirkan ayah aku tu...
is he okay or he in bad condition...
i wanna go back home... T.T
wish he okay n can came to pick me this 14/11/10
i didnt call my mother yet
coz i dont know what to ask or what conversation should we have...
should i tell her about my exam...
or should i ask is my father ok...
or should i ask her is she ok...
i dont know la...
serabut sangat ni...
jantung ni debar w=rasa macm nak kuar je...
devbar marah campur risau sbnarnya....
so i think esok i nk gi jog jap...
so kalau dh tenang skit i think i nak call my mom la...
harap2 cool la...
kalau x lagi i risau nnti....
so chaou lu ok....
