this is my unlucky day....

actually something has happen today but i will start slowly ok...
first of all today was my first paper...
paper bel...
something happen actually...
i forgot to bring my examination slip...
so i have to rush back to my room to take it...
then i comeback early so everything settle down already....

but i think this exam is very hard actually...
so the exam finish at 5.15 pm...
then back at my room...
i online my fb...
the suddenly my sister appear..
dia cakap my dad masuk hospital...
doktor tahan...
so i x leh kenal pasti perasaan aku skarang...

1) aku tgh marah...:nk tau kenapa..
hmm sbb ada nelly dlm bilik...
actually aku kesian kt dia...
sbb aku rasa nk marah kat dia...
aku x tau knp..
asal aku nmpk dia aku rasa nk marah...
aku cuba gak ckp lek lok...
tp kadang2 rasa mcm nk jerit ja...
so harap dia pahamk la sbb aku pun skarang tgh pe'iod...

2) aku memikirkan ayah aku tu...
is he okay or he in bad condition...
i wanna go back home... T.T
wish he okay n can came to pick me this 14/11/10
i didnt call my mother yet
coz i dont know what to ask or what conversation should we have...
should i tell her about my exam...
or should i ask is my father ok...
or should i ask her is she ok...

i dont know la...
serabut sangat ni...
jantung ni debar w=rasa macm nak kuar je...
devbar marah campur risau sbnarnya....
so i think esok i nk gi jog jap...
so kalau dh tenang skit i think i nak call my mom la...
harap2 cool la...
kalau x lagi i risau nnti....
so chaou lu ok....

Boring n Study

arghhhh....

not in the study mood...
why....why.... why.....
feel like nak jerit u know...
kinda boring too...
my friends always said "hey u, go study,", or maybe "izzati, study, study"
mcm mana aku nk study...
aku teringat nelly kata...
jgn diikutkn mood yg bodoh..
ada betul jugak ckp dia...
tomorrow i'm gonna go to library...
hope i can concentrate la...
but tonight i got to sleep early (its already late actually)
nk jog tomorow morning...
tapi aku takut...
nadia ngan bi x blk gi...
they go to blik aufa...
x blk lagi...
hmmm hari yg sungguh bosan...
good nite....

Someone please....

i think this is my new blog...
n the newest blog i have create...
i delete all my blog already....
dont know why...
saja malas nk tgk....
actually i kinda boring right now..
i wanna go sleep but i dont have mood...
x betul kn... just going to sleep pun i need mood...--!

hidup ni bla di kaji sbnrnya lebih senang dari yg kita sangka...
tapi bila diharungi lebih susah dari yang dijangka...
hidup aku bagaikn kain yg kosong...
x de benda yang tercorak di atasnya...
dn rasanya bagaikn x de perasaan...
even thought aku ade tapi hidup aku kosong sangat...
adakah aku kosang tanpa kawan ku...???
adakah aku kosong tanpa keluarga ku...??
adakah aku kosong tanpa diri ku...???
aku sendiri tertanya2...


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